i learn another lesson 2dae
nvr to lyk someone that is lyk yr ex

sigh,
so tired of life
feel like dyinq
jumpinq off the bulidinq
n nvr to care abt all this
LOVE, FRIENDSHIP, FAMILY
all three r havinq biq problem now

prehaps,
i dunno why you r angry
but i am sry 4 all this
i noe you would'nt accept it
a thousands apologize
but u noe why i lyk him,
coz he is lyk my 1st ex,
the one who i love most
but from wed onwards
not anymre
im like a idiot
who thought he will come
back to me
but i was wrong
he is with a new gf
n i was lyk a fool
from then on,
I NO LONGER LIKE HIM

prehaps u will think that is an excuse
but is not.
im just losinq mre n mre frenz
n qoinq to be a loner soon

you guys dunno the problem i am facinq nw
so dun have cold wars with me

reachinq the cold n lonely hme
the warmess of the hse hav qone
prehaps
god is torturinq me
lettinq 3 prob happen at the same time
prehap
im qoinq to be weaker
emotional n physically

I FEEL LIKE DYING SOON
bye
to everythinq
my bf too
i dunno why this r havinq to me
all the thinqs around mi r havinq prob
im tired
juz lyk dyinq
i will always hav memories with me
n sry to everyone that i hav made upset
i am sorry

KILL ME NOW!

R I P

feelinq low
but no one felt it

sigh
am i the coz of all this happeninq?
i felt so quilty
missinq the days we hav fun 2qether
after i come hme from xnps
sigh


i am nt fine at all
i am feelinq tired
perhaps no one understand me
as i have nt tell my sadness
sadness fill in my heart
but no one noes it
i look prefectly fine
but i am not in my heart
my mind run wild
thinkinq abt the future
wat will happen?
im tired
hopinq this will pass quickly

dun ask me anythinq abt this
as i will nt tell
n will somehow qt piss off
juz let the time run
n it will prove everythinq

to him:
thks for yr conern n comfort
(:

love:
is sweet but hurtful
n i noe that always

life
there are alot of road
just like the mrt
when you stop at a station,
you will decide where you go
at the tunnel,
will be the most darkest period
of your life,
you shall decide your own path carefully
n grow up in every dark period that you pass
if you are nt stronq enough for the period,
you might take the wronq path.
you have to learn to be independent
n decide your own path,
step out of the dark period
n you will c beautiful scenery around

that wat i learn 2dae
to be stronq n mre mature
n nt weak

PICTURES!
taken yesterday & the day before
only some upload (:

Home Base Learninq 2dae
quite alot of work to do
especially math
lorh
then can listen to music while doinq
haha

then after that qo traininq
qot self study
then i reach there late
then punishment

self study quite qood larh
can eat n drink de
then traininq at 4


start runninq 8 rounds





thenn hoppinq on the bench


thenn learn movement for defendinq


thenn drill for passes of ball


thenn run for cool down


thenn traininq end





lorh


i injure my thumb


nw quite okay lehh


(:

so sian
at D n T lesson
sercetly qo com de
hahas
peilinq besid mi...
so guai xia she, listeninq to lesson
cher kept tokinq
mi playinq com (:
then hear funny sound frm the printer
7 month xia
okay... dun scared myself
lolx

2dae in class quite sian,
ARTS
cher nvr come
slack with peilinq, chinyee n vivian
chat with kor oso
MATHS
sleep in class
sian wat...
then cher stand besid vivian,
then vivian wake mi up...
MUSICS
Okay lah, watch movie
ENG
get back test paper
26.5 lorh,
coz me anyhow do
D n T
slack
go com sercetly
hahas
in air con room,
so shiok..

2 days nvr c Z lehh
):
sad
miss him

ltr qo chinese oral
qd luck
then after that netball traininq
I DUNNO HOW SKIP!
hpe traininq nt so tough

so sian
at D n T lesson
sercetly qo com de
hahas
peilinq besid mi...
so sian.

then hear sound frm the printer
7 month xia
okay... dun scared myself
lolx

miss Z so much
(:
he so cute!

4th day on medical leave
sigh
so many homework nid rush!!!
Yesterday go another clinic see doc
then she say my fever will at least last for 5 days,
if sat night fever still so high,
suspect to have degue or somethinq...
my fever now quite okok lehh
how it mantain

having slight headache...

4 day nvr go sch= many HOMEWORK!!
so many idk how to do lehh
die lehh

yesterday miss enq test, hav make up
2dae sci test duno hav make up anot
sigh

bb,
nid do HOMEWORK!!

I am so tired
of tis keep happeninq
again n again
IF the thinqs is nt okay by tomorrow
I WILL GIVE UP ON THIS FRIENDSHIP

I am tired
so do chinyee n peilinq
vivian dun even noe wat it is abt
n gen juz walk out
sigh

I GIVE UP
i will make decision same as peilinq
or we will juz be alone
emoinq

tired...