wow,
last day of 2009
(=

lets me tell u abt my plans for 2009
-netball
training will be tough so have to bulid up
stamina, hope we can play a qood qame wif others sch
n there will be mre suicides runs for sure,
so must train hard
-love
forqet everythings abt him,
so wad he wan to come back to me,
dun care so much
& no mre bf for tis yr,
study only...
-family
i duno wad to sae abt tis,
but hope they could let me qo out mre often
-study
oh, straight A tis year if i could manage
n be the top core student (=
-friends
hope we could be friends forever,
hope there is no mre friendship problems

thats my plans n wishes
hope everyone will have a qood day 2dae
the last day of 2008.

it have been a wonderful year for everything
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change my blogskin to a netball skin(=
nxt yr fully force on netball n study,
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Best wishes...

WEIRD DREAMS ==
1st time dreaming such a dream ==
i dream of my kor n my kor de mei
kanna kill,
==
it was like everyting happen so fast
my kor was protecting his mei when he was stab twice,
his mei was then stab one...

both was send into the hospital n both survives
haiz,
i duno wad tis dream means,
but it mean something abt the future

i went to interpret,
abt evertinq i rmb tat i saw...

Murder
To dream that you witness a murder,
indicates deep-seated anger towards somebody.
Consider how the victim represents aspects of yourself
that you want to destroy or eliminate.

Killer
To see a killer in your dream,
suggests that an essential aspect of your emotions
have been cut off.
You feel that you are losing your identity
and your individuality.
Alternatively, this dream may represent purification
and the healing process. You are standing up for yourself
and putting a dramatic end to something.

BLOOD
To see blood in your dream,
represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments.
If you see the word "blood" written in your dream,
then it may refer to some situation in your life that is
permanent and cannot be changed.
To dream that others are bleeding, signifies an emotional cry for help.


Text Message
To dream that you are sending text messages, represents your connection to others and your network of friendships. The dream may also elude to romance.

Hospital
To see or dream that you are in a hospital, symbolizes
your need to heal or improve your physical or mental heath.
You need to get back to the flow of everyday life.
Alternatively, it suggests that you are giving up control of your own body or that you are afraid of losing control of your body.


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hey!
i qot new hair cut (=
quite okay lorh

2dae training still okay,
haha
2dae actually tie 2 ponytail to sch de lorh
then i change ==
chinyee n peiling sae i look like xiao hai zi
==
lorh

haiz coach siying nvr come
only coach amelia
we have to run suicides aqain
)=
coach angry )=
btw,i broke my record
finally can sprint for suicides

LOL
sch reopening soon )=
sad
but somehow happy
at least nt so sian (=

having a bad emo day...
love is hurtful
feeling veri emotional
he is making me so confused...

im tired
will he let me off?

becoz of this,
i did nt slp well for tis few nights
keep thinking of wad to do next...
why will this happen?!

my heart is so confused
do i still lyk him?
IS he still in my heart?
Is he still liking me?
I have a feeling he does
coz of some of the thinqs he does..
but some of the thinqs he do
dun seem true that he like me

)=
no choice
haiz
sad day...

quite fun 2dae (=

went downtown

(=

some photos..

walao

kill mi larh
training suck this 2 dae
so tough
i want die of vomitinq lehh
)=

vomit twice u noe,
at coach amelia training
TWICE!!

i cant run suicide run...
i swear!
coach ask us run 13 2dae
i vomit at 8 i tink..

ytd
oso 13 suicide
i oso vomit

my leqs muscles cramp until siao
im nt complaining
but really,
i cant sprint mre than 5-6 sucides run
i will qet dizzy de

n horh
long pass
haiz
i nid pratice mre
so pei sah
until 29 i last one than throw behind the player
)=

haiz
perhaps im really stupid )=
nid to improve stamina