the unseparatable love ♥

Sunday, February 28, 201010:56 AM

coach say i have to play as an attacker
she say i train so hard to play as attacker in west zone
so she want me to continue playing...
going to missing my position as WD
._.
but anyway,
im the only one who switch frm defend to attack.
is that a good sign?
then i can master both defend and attack skill
hehe(:
was reading this
http://redsports.sg/2010/02/24/west-zone-roundup-netball/
haiz
1 point make so big difference

my a math test on fri
freak out!!!!
arhhhh!!!
q 1 i cant solve
==
6 mark gone
then q 5,
read over and over aqain
then cant do,
until last 1 min or so,
then suddenly know how to solve
i chiong to do,
half way through my long division
cher say time up
==
freak out...
8 marks!
if other q i have careless mistake,
which i think i already found 1,
going to fail ==
haiz

i think my march holiday burn le.
==
siann!
i want watch dear john and lovely bones!!!!
):
no time go movies
emo liao...
i think i squeeze time in holiday go watch lovely bones bah
i guess that movie should be nice
its in cinema in 18 march
if can,
maybe go watch with him or my clique lol
(:
i saw that book in popular,
going to buy it
i flip through a book named unbroken spirit
if i remember correctly
quite saddening
in the beginning
got abuse so badly

xiaoxuan also told me another story last time
i totally freak out when she told me the detail
i cant believe it
LOL!

okay
this post super long
==
I LOVE VANILLA TWILIGHT!
blog song rocks!
gtg and do ss proj
hope he had a qood night rest today
he slp late for last few days
(:

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Monday, February 22, 20107:28 PM

wow, blog alot these days
(:

Im veri forgetful today
forgetten to bring my chemistry file, chinese textbk and CD journal...
no wonder my bag is so light
dots

but thankfully,
i was not really scolded
phew...

i present my speech today
nervous O.o
cause im the first
by register number
but good thing is,
I had all the attention
in the beginning
everyone will pay attention,
then started to have conversation between one another
LOL
i was shaking at first,
==
then calm down,
but read quite fast in the beginning,
not my normal speech.
didnt stammer (:
but I slant...
first time slant
and was darm funny
i think slant alot of words!
haha
but it went quite smooth when i was presenting
(:

math lesson start new chapter
o.o
fun though (:

after extra lesson when jp with elaine and peiling
chat awhile and walk around jp
(:
i like being with them,
all of them bah
(:

didnt eat aqain,
for breakfast n lunch
AGAIN
i think eunice quite poor thing,
she hang out with me then end up nvr eat
LOL
paisah arhh

no appetite
not interested in food
feel like food very oily
==
im such a problematic person
LOL

ya, somehow suffocating
very hard to breathe,
cant relax
too many things are held inside me
far too much

yupp,
end post here
(:

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Sunday, February 21, 20107:13 PM

have my 4th steamboat lunch/dinner today
kind of sick of it
blahh
went grandparents hse to gather
i still like the process of preparing the food
very fun
(:
kind of one in a year,
everyone gather together and sit down to have meal together
this chance of being together is very rare
in my steamboat,
I cant do without CHILLI? TOMYAM!
hehe
i add alot today in my soup
:p

then went house visiting to my father's sis house and some others.
everyone saw me and was like,
so how old are you now?
wow, time flew so fast , so wad subjects you taking?
blah blah blah
LOL

yupp, studying now,
he is out,
so cant msn him
come home at 7
:p
i told him i come him at 8
oop
:p
abit scared for tmr speech
i scared i stammer
then GG le

gtg
(:

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Friday, February 19, 20108:00 PM

went body world today
fun (:
learn alot of stuff
sad eunice & vivian nvr take bio
so cant go
):
but still got peiling their all (:
take alot of notes
then, i want measure blood pressure
then no time ==

i only eat dinner today
although i knew that i need energy for training
(:
but save alot of money
hehe

yupp,
have a math review hw aqain
haiz
must JY in studies (:
he also must JY okay?
(:

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Wednesday, February 17, 20108:31 PM

wa
i pass my social studies quiz
==
finally
a true n false quiz
if i fail that,
i going to NA le

i pass my 3 test that were given out today
quite glad
but failing chemistry n physic bah
given back tmr

eunice accompany me home today
talk about me n ...
haha
quite fun today
but give a bad impression
=p
oops
late by 5 mins
end up sweating when i reach
so paiseh
n like
i become so quiet
LOL

n i slp at cme period
kanna scolded
really veri tired

like eunice have say
i think i have to try harder
jy bahh

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Monday, February 15, 20109:24 PM

went gathering today

100 plus people came

cool hor?

haha

I help to cook dinner
not reali cook

but help abit here and there

chiong biology report now

have to JY

BYE!

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Sunday, February 14, 20105:18 AM

5am now

chiong finish a maths!

yipee!

i from 1am chiong to 5am

done my math!

dun reali know how to react now.

dun know what my feelings are

puzzled

haha

frankly speaking

I dun really think

I believe in true love

perhaps im afraid of being hurt aqain

Hurt too deeply once

leaving a scar in my heart

coward hor

i didnt know im so weak

perhaps im really very weak

emotionally

have to overcome this fear

have feelings

but i dunknow if it is real

just afraid

what if his feeling fades after some time?

blahh

cheers

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12:16 AM

Happy New Year & Happy Valentine Day
(:

staying up till 5 plus today bah
have to rush my homework
LOL
cant rest

Cant wait for morning to arrive
want red packets
(:

bye
(:

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Sunday, February 7, 20101:58 AM

was helping out for donation for community chest

then got dj there

958 fm dj

haha

quite fun but tiring

xiaoxuan was there with me

we went frm 3 to 8

then go bakerin eat

nt sure the spelling

but yeah

eat cheese cake

quite nice but veri creamy

LOL

fun though

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Thursday, February 4, 20107:24 PM

Yupp, FOCUS

Good fight team!

i am more confidence today

although my 1st time play centre(C)

in a competition

wohoo,

so tiring

running here and there

Shara darm pro

i found a new way to defend from the goal circle

i was trying it out

nt reali defend

but it really pressure the thrower

who is throwing to the player im defending

haha

but im a bit blur

i even defend the wrong side

when is their centre pass

so paisah

actually

in the game of netball

mind set is the most important of all

it apply to everything

I faced the fact that coach put me down

a new position

nt veri new

but 1st time playing it

before the match

i was thinking

i must be confidence so that

coach will put me down

I even dream of me playing the game

haha

CONFIDENCE
i learn to face the fact

no matter what position im at now

i need to be able to learn about the other 6 positions

so as any time im put down

I am ready to play

I need to working and train harder

to improve on my skills

that is my goal for next month training

quality pass

and improve on my runs

stamina too

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Monday, February 1, 20105:31 PM

the position im playing today
WA.

dread moment for me
no confidence at all
i can tell u,
it sucks
while playing the game
i was thinking
dun pass to me,
dun pass to me..
wth am i doing?
running everywhere
blahh
i reali need to buck up
ALOT
going to train tmr
with peiling
i just realise
i totally duno wad she wan
blah
i nearly cried today
but i wouldnt

I WANT TO IMPROVE AS A WA!
NEXT GAME WILL BE A GOOD GAME.
BUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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